Venting...

so, it is 2am....and i'm on about every medicine known to man thanks to the doctors and I can't sleep. My back feels mostly ok, but I'm going on night 3 with like no sleep and I'm about to go insane. I'm blogging because I'm sick of staring at my ceiling in the vain hope that I can sleep. For some reason I keep thinking about the strangest things. For example: I kept getting names stuck in my head that I would want to name a son if I ever had one...and then I had to look up what the stupid names meant. Ok, so now that I sound completely crazy (I'm blaming the insomnia and drugs for that), I'm going to try and go back to staring at the ceiling. sorry again for this blog. please just look at it, laugh and forget anything said here. :)

stupid me...

Well, I hurt my back this week at work and am so frustrated with my self. I've had to go to the clinic that works with our workmans comp and went to PT for the first time today. I think it will get better soon though and I am still making it to work so I can't complain (at least not too bad). BLAH!

Because my mom is complaining I haven't blogged in awhile

So, I bought myself a new camera right around Thanksgiving. I spent way too much and haven't figured everything out on it yet, but I love it. Since I've seen my sister's family twice since then, her children have been my subjects. They are just too cute and everyone likes pictures of the kids over pictures of ourselves... I can tell Lucas sits still the most because I have more of him than any of the others. Here are a few of my attempts. I still need work, but the kids are cute ;)











Other than playing with my camera I've been focusing a small portion of my time trying to figure out where I will live once my lease is over at the end of february. I'm still in the "I have no clue what I want to do" stage. Sometimes I think I'll move to Utah (I have an interview soon there...), other times I really like my ward and think change is such a pain. But I have to find somewhere to live so I'm still debating it out in my mind. I better figure it out soon. If anyone has any ideas or theories or experiences let me know.